Sara is my life and everytime I look in the future to see where it is going she is there with me. For a long time now Sara has been my best friend. we fell in love, started going out and in March this year we met :) Kinda backwards for some people, but the right way round for us. Meeting Sara, was amazing :) this summer was so incrediable :) I loved spending time with Sara and I wish we could have spent more. I love talking to Sara :) and I love being near her.

In a few weeks it will be two years since we started writing to each other. In a few months it will be a year since we first met, the hard part is that in a week it will be two months since we've seen each other. The knowledge that we're going to be together forever in a few months makes the time apart a little easier but the main thing is that it helps us survive these difficult months.

Being seperated from the person you love is so unbelievably difficult, it's hurts so much. Sara is my Best friend, my girlfriend, the girl I'm completely in love with and am going to marry and also my family. Sara is all those things to me, and so much more too. It's so hard when the only person you want to talk to and need to talk to is so far away. Though I am thankful that we get to write and talk on the computer, I wish we could just talk normally without a phone or without a computer, I wish we were together so much.

I wish I could still drive to you when we need to be together, or get on a train and see you for 45 minutes, or better still I wish we were together.

This page will never be how I imagine it to be. I see in my heart and in my head, a page where I tell and show Sara and the rest of the world how much I love her and am in love with her. I want to say how much Sara means to me, and how much I want us to be together. Unfortunatly I'm not very good with words, and so this isn't as eloquent as I would like, far from it infact. But what I keep thinking is if you took all the words from the greatest love songs, and the greatest poems they still wouldn't say enough about how I feel.

It hurts to not see you everyday, to not hear your voice and to not be near you. I miss being with you so much! When something bad happens and you need me there with you, I need to be with you too. Or when something good happens and you need me there, I need to be there with you too.

I'm always thinking about you, and missing you, I wish we were together so much. I can't wait till we are. I'm completely in love with you, and I always will be.

I LOVE YOU, SARA!